Friday, the 11th…

June 11, 2010

Creepy??  Last day of ‘real’ work for Alibaba, aka Spiral Girl, at least as real as I have known it to be for the last twenty years or so.  I’m ready, and I actually feel the rumblings of relief, excitement, panic, a little fear, anticipation, and then again, relief.  Even if I have to do something ‘other than’ I had thought of before, work-wise, I am definitely pleased to see, and know, that I have been true to myself.  I have answered the call of the part of me asking for my crayons back, please…and I am willing and able to go forth and create this new persona and lifestyle.  I believe I am supported in these endeavors by the ‘powers that be’, and I look forward to seeing how this whole schematic will play out.  It’s kind of cool to just relax and let it unfold.  Being aware and in tune are key elements to perceiving the next step.  I intend to be present and accounted for…  Yes, indeed.

Lee told me he thought I was brave.  I think that’s one of the coolest things anyone has ever said to me, and it meant all the more coming from him.  I’m not sure it’s bravery, however.  I’m thinking it is just me in mid air, and he’s calling it flying rather than falling??  I like it.  After all, it’s all about perspective…

I’m not sure what I feel this morning.  Maybe this blog will slide into more of what I originally thought it would be…a diary of sorts of me working my way into my artist-self…and all that it entails, adventure-wise.

I’m looking forward to a few days of just me-ness after the art fair this weekend.  I can quilt, peruse the walnut in the shop for the next piece, and I can be me.  Alison, the artist.  I really want to know more about her and how it feels to be her.

I really do.


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